Update on Dad

He is now semi-comatose and responds only with grunts or a slight shake of his head. He does not seem to know who I am. This is torture. I can;t think straight, can't make the simplest of decisions.

Worse than difficult

So fucking hard. Can't think straight. So many feelings, so many of them selfish.

Emotions

are running the gamut. One minute I am fine and the next I am so angry I can barely stand it.

Dad

My dad is dying.