...ahead of me and behind me. I have been really sick and tired lately. I normally throw up about 3 times a day now and go straight home from work and sleep for about 2 hours. I stay up until about 9 and drag myself back to bed. Then I get up and start it all again. It has made me so out of it that I rarely know what is going on around me. I have neglected everything in my life, friends, work, dogs, husband. I hate it but just can't make myself do anything about it. A woman at work says not to worry about it, that it will get better soon, and I know that surely it will, but can't seem to fogive myself for being human.
All of this on top of the fact that Tim is going out of town for two weeks. I will miss him so terribly. Plus I have depended on him so much lately to do laundry, cook, clean, etc. I don't know how I will manage. I imagine that when he returns there will be a pile of laundry, a sinkfull of dishes and dried vomit everywhere.
The Labor Day weekend pool bash starts tonight, but I doubt I will make it tonight. I hope to go tomorrow, but the way I am feeling I am afraid that I will just lay on the couch.
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If you feel up to it, you should at least come join us for a couple of hours. Maybe just enjoy the pool for a while until it starts getting more crowded around here?
Let me know if you need anything while hubby is away. I can help with the laundry and dishes, but you are on your own with the vomit. I have my limits. lol
LOL!!!
You are the greatest!!!
If you invite E and I over Friday night, we can take out the trash, clean dishes and the kitchen and bathroom. I'd clean your toilet sugar foot!
Do come for just a few hours. The sun is refusing to come out so it may be too cold to swim, but we'll be loafing in yard non the less.
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